http://life-less-ordinary.blog.co.uk/en-UShttp://backend.userland.com/rss092http://life-less-ordinary.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/5d/461cbd72d528289dba250341c84c75_160x200.jpg <p>Battling a reoccurring eating disorder. Its so impossible to get out of the anorexic mind set. i look at food and i am physically afraid- how ridiculous! my heart beats really fast because all i can think about is how many calories are in it! oh god! its consuming me, i deal with it and then it comes back. iv never gotten to the point where iv become noticably worryingly thin. anorexia affects the mind aswell as the body. i eat- i feel guilty for eating- then i feel fat- and then disgusting. strange but this is my thought pattern. i have exams coming soon and i know that i hve 2 eat 2 keep my brain activity flowing. its hard 2 eat. i dont enjoy it, but i know i have 2 eat xxxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://life-less-ordinary.blog.co.uk/2006/04/02/battling_anorexia~696598/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>http://life-less-ordinary.blog.co.uk/2006/04/02/battling_anorexia~696598/Sun, 02 Apr 2006 14:41:37 +0200